Where to start...
I know I haven't been using this as much as I said I would. I really miss you guys. I have a lot on my mind. Next, year I am living in a house with Devin Mclennon, Paul Lathrop, Brian Ketner, and Troy Scholler. My mind seems to be constantly centered around women, however, not like it has been for. As I talk to one of my friends on campus (that is female) and I think about possibly. Is this thinking objectivly or is it me being a different type of desperate.
The girl Alex that I chased after fell to nothing, either because I moved to fast and crushed something fragile. Or, there was nothing to begin with.
My classes are very difficault. I do not understand them as I did last year it is essential that I begin to understand them beyond what I am. And to that end I am starting work groups in my classes....
My emotion most disconcertingly does not seem to tie to what is happening to me. I do not know what to do. How can a nuetral or good thing happen to me and yet I be sad at it. you guys would not believe what has happened to me. I am POPULAR people in the group, new and old, now to look to me as a leader. what shall I do.
I am sorry this message was so stream of Conciusness but I did not know what to say...
FatherRex.... -+ +-